Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Lunch Break


oh my i cannot believe over 2 months have passed and i really haven't updated, posted a picture, nothin. 

ironically, though the blog is about 'what's next', i have been working this past month on letting go of the future. no more pondering, daydreaming, visioning of what's next. no plotting, planning, or to-listing of what i will do next. no checking flights and airfare prices, no contacting schools and networking to people in places i am thinking of going next. 

no next, just now.

now is on maui. now is working on the goat farm 5 days a week. now is multi-tasking 10 hours a day worth of cheesemaking and goat related tasks. now is going on a run, swimming in the ocean at sundown, doing pushups on my lunch break. now is breathing and doing affirmations. now is finding a way to be comfortable and grounded in the present moment. 

now it's time to get back to work! 

(more thoughts to come as i recommit to the blog experience...)

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4 comments:

  1. "the nomads"April 29, 2009 at 9:15 PM

    You Rock! I can't wait to see you again... I just wish it was NOW!!!
    -matt

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  2. bikesbeetsbreadSeptember 21, 2009 at 12:17 AM

    hey jenstar! this is chelsea (i emailed you randomly, will be going to hale akua in a week....cool) and just wanted to let you know we started a blog!

    http://whatsnextjenstar.blogspot.com/

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  3. bikesbeetsbreadSeptember 21, 2009 at 12:18 AM

    oops, that's your blog.

    here's ours

    http://bikesbeetsbread.blogspot.com/

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  4. Diesel SaysJune 7, 2011 at 12:33 PM

    hey, i found yr blog by searching for internships at surfing goat. can you tell me a little bit about yr experience there, what it was like, etc. and also, perhaps, how queer/trans friendly they might be?

    thanks, reid
    jaksemas at gmail dot com

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